This chapter is very important for prospective teachers, and
I have seen current faculty members having difficulty dealing with professionalism.
It seems like every day in lunch and during team planning time, there is a
complaint of some sort against a student. I find those conversations extremely
awkward, and stay quiet throughout the whole conversation. A lot of the time,
my cooperating teacher starts these discussions or encourages other teachers to
talk badly about their students. I feel like the conversations are very
inappropriate and unprofessional, but I often feel stuck in those situations
without a way out. If I were a faculty member there, I’d be able to get up and
leave, but I feel weird doing this since my cooperating teacher has the keys to
her room and seems to be enjoying the conversations.
I have seen several instances of inappropriate behavior of
teachers around their students. While doing an observation this week, I saw a
teacher make a student cry twice over math problems as she scolded her for not
remembering her math facts. I really felt terrible for the student, and couldn’t
believe the teacher pushed her to tears more than once in the 40 minute class.
I’ve also heard some really negative things said to the students in a joking
manner, that I didn’t think were very appropriate. Some teachers really want
their students to like them, but this often comes at the expense of keeping
that professionalism. Some things that were said could be seen as hurtful and
put students down in front of their peers. While you may look professional to
your students, you may not have their respect for that professionalism if you
behave like you are at their level.
I think I have been doing a very good job with my own
professionalism during student teaching. I feel like it is very easy to look
professionally, but it can be harder to act professionally. I feel like I’m
getting better at hiding my emotions and frustrations while teaching and I’m
very aware of my interactions with students. Last week after a long week of
PSSA testing, I taught one of my first actual lessons to my math class (with a
substitute teacher in for my cooperating teacher). My first period class was
very unmotivated, tried to get me off track with my instruction at every
possible moment, and were constantly off task. I was really frustrated with
them, but instead of raising my voice or getting angry, I just stood quietly at
the front of the room and waited for them to be quiet. I didn’t take it
personally, because I knew they had a long week and it was almost the weekend.
I had one student ask me “Why are you so frustrated with us today?” I was
really surprised that she asked that, because I felt like I was completely in
control of myself. I simply said I wasn’t frustrated, that I knew they had a
long week and I was just trying to do the best I could to teach them, but it
was difficult with all of the interruptions.
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